justin came online tonight. i thought it meant war, but just see for yourself what happened. i really hope he doesn't know about my diary, or he'll crucify me, hehe...
Justin says:
hi where have you been
i want you to want me... says:
coming home. why didn't you call me the other night??
Justin says:
i did it rang and rang and know one answered i can phone you now
Justin says:
can i
Justin says:
**insert smiley-face**
Justin says:
**insert kissy lips**
i want you to want me... says:
yeah, but it's kinda late, i don't wanna be on the phone with my dad sleeping.
i want you to want me... says:
i have NO privacy here.
i want you to want me... says:
i thought you were going to come see me at the airport and get me some taters =o�
Justin says:
YOUR HOME HOLY SHIT
i want you to want me... says:
yes i am i told you that a million times
Justin says:
CAN I PHONE GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER
i want you to want me... says:
the phone's out in the living room where i have no privacy, and my cell phone battery is pretty much dead and i don't have the charger because air canada FUCKING LOST MY SUITCASES
i want you to want me... says:
i had like 2000 bucks worth of stuff in there.
Justin says:
WE ARE GOING FOR TATERS TOMORROW
Justin says:
THAT SUCKS
i want you to want me... says:
i don't even have any clothes! or anywhere to put my contacts. my empire records dvd is in there!
i want you to want me... says:
haha
i want you to want me... says:
christmas presents... new and old digital camera
i want you to want me... says:
my fish's food. he won't eat flakes, and that's all they have here.
i want you to want me... says:
when did the pet store close?
Justin says:
A MONTH AGO
Justin says:
I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING
i want you to want me... says:
my hair isn't purple anymore... it's like all faded, and light purple, pink, and blonde.
i want you to want me... says:
haha
i want you to want me... says:
what?
Justin says:
I REALLY LIKE YOU AND I WANT TO DATE YOU BUT I THINK I TOLD YOU THAT BEFORE **insert heart**
i want you to want me... says:
yeah you did =o)
Justin says:
SO WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT
i want you to want me... says:
i think we'll have to date =o)
i want you to want me... says:
i'll warn you though, people will give us looks because people have been giving me looks ever since i came home... pierced up, spikey colored hair.
Justin says:
**insert four hearts, a hug, and kissy lips**
i want you to want me... says:
they're all conformists, dammit.
i want you to want me... says:
i look totally different now, and i fell into the university curse, and i gained almost ten pounds!
Justin says:
WHO CARES I'LL JUST SAY THEY ARE STARING AT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN GOOSE BAY AND WHEN I SEE YOU I WILL GIVE YOU A BIG KISS
i want you to want me... says:
=o)
Justin says:
WHAT ARE YOU DOING NEW YEARS EVE
i want you to want me... says:
you kick ass
i want you to want me... says:
i don't know, i never plan anything.
i want you to want me... says:
why??
Justin says:
WHAT TO SPEND IT WITH ME
Justin says:
PLEASE **insert puppy dog face**
i want you to want me... says:
=o)
i want you to want me... says:
sure
i want you to want me... says:
and what do you presume we'll be doing?
Justin says:
GETTING DRUNK AT TENDERS OR MAXWELLS OR SOMEWHERE ELSE IT WILL COST ME BUT IT IS WORTH IT
Justin says:
THE TENDERS TICKET COSTS ALOT BUT I WILL MANAGE
i want you to want me... says:
okay, but this is the ONLY time i'm getting drunk. i haven't been drunk since september and i don't plan on getting drunk after new year's, ever.
i want you to want me... says:
i wanna be sXe.
Justin says:
sXe?
i want you to want me... says:
striaght edge.
i want you to want me... says:
no alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, meat, sugar, blah, blah, balh.
Justin says:
don't worry about the ticket for tenders i'll take care of that
Justin says:
ok
Justin says:
i already have one
i want you to want me... says:
=o)
i want you to want me... says:
so what happens there?
i want you to want me... says:
look what i got =o)
Justin says:
it's 75 dollars for the ticket you get free booze all night 3 course meal and a ride home after 1 am
i want you to want me... says:
holy shit, that's a lot justin!
Justin says:
so can't put a price on you
i want you to want me... says:
it's crazy though!
Justin says:
so your more than worth it **insert heart**
i want you to want me... says:
=o) i thought you'd forgotten about me after all this time.
i want you to want me... says:
it's been almost four months!
Justin says:
no i have not each day i never talked to you my fellings for you have grown more and more
Justin says:
i was afraid you forgot about me
i want you to want me... says:
no i didn't... when i never heard from you, i thought you'd forgotten about me. i even got pissed off =o) when i didn't see you at the airport i thought you'd moved on
Justin says:
oh i moved but into a different house
i want you to want me... says:
no, i thought you moved with your life. i thought you'd never look back.
Justin says:
i could never forget about you because....
Justin says:
**insert smiley-face**
Justin says:
**insert heart**
i want you to want me... says:
what is it about me though? you saw me for only one night basically.
Justin says:
you just make me feel real good and this sounds stupid but i believe in love at first sight and i fell in love with you even if you are weird
Justin says:
you veggie **insert tongue face**
i want you to want me... says:
i'm thinking about going vegan =o)
i want you to want me... says:
and how do i make you feel good?
Justin says:
just being you makes me feel good you are a special person to me
Justin says:
now i don't know what you feel about me but i hope it's close to the same way you feel about me
i want you to want me... says:
i don't have to feel like someone i'm not aorund you... of course i never change myself for anyone and i never will, but you make me comfortable. and you make me feel good about myself.
Justin says:
and so you should i hope we end up getting closer don't you
i want you to want me... says:
oh, we will =o) i can feel it. besides, you owe me five bucks, and you have to teach me pool, and we have to watch empire records and freddy got fingered together
i want you to want me... says:
and all that good stuff =o)
Justin says:
i own freddy got fingered
Justin says:
sex is good too **insert cool-man face** lol
Justin says:
just kidding
i want you to want me... says:
i know, i was going to buy it in frederitcon but i wouldn't let myself =o)
i want you to want me... says:
the movie that is =o� hehe
Justin says:
ok well i gotta go do you want to do something after i get off work tomorrow i got to work at 7 am
Justin says:
**insert flower**
Justin says:
**insert heart**
i want you to want me... says:
when do you get off?
i want you to want me... says:
it all depends if i have decent clothes to wear!
Justin says:
3 pm and i don't care what you wear
i want you to want me... says:
if air canada lost my stuff i'll personally strangle every single one of their idiotic numbskull necks!
i want you to want me... says:
well, call me when you have time
i want you to want me... says:
my number is ----
Justin says:
ok bye sweetie get ready for a big kiss tomorrow
i want you to want me... says:
=o) see you tomorrow
Justin says:
tounge and everything lol
Justin says:
**insert heart**
and now he's gone to bed. i told you i'd melt just like that =o) so tomorrow is my day with justin. i wonder how it'll go. great obviously... tomorrow will give me an idea of how serious we'll get. i'm such a sucker for love! and now it's nearly 2 a.m. so i should get some sleep.
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