man, people suck.

for one, i wish i could just wish marilyn away. also, there's a movie on wtn, about how a little girl got taken away when her mother died. just because her other parent happened to be her other mother. just not her biological one. i hate this world.

nothing ever makes sense, and nothing ever did.

yesterday, melissa and i talked, about a lot of things. and i cried, and felt sorry for not having a childhood, for going through all the things i did. for not having any support, and not having any support now. i cried and all i wanted was someone's shoulder to cry on. but i have no one.

where the hell has my optimism gone? and all because of marilyn. i need to figure something out. tonight would be good, since she's decided to spend the night out, school night or not.

grr.

someone let me cry on their shoulder.

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