do you remember when you were little, and you and your friend switched bikes while you were out riding around? remember how weird it felt, because you knew it wasn't your bike? that's kinda how i feel right now. not about bikes, but about my life. i feel like i don't belong in this life, that i'm living in someone else's shoes. i'm subsisting in a daze, and i'm not sure if i even have distinct emotions anymore. i really hope this is some sort of early p.m.s.

i miss my friends, i miss stu, but i miss fredericton most of all. or do i miss fredericton because that's where all my friends and my school are? it doesn't matter, i want to go back. i'm almost positive that i won't even bother coming back here next summer. either that, or i'll go up the coast somewhere and find a job. that way, i'm not back in this craphole.

i don't even have anything to say. i think i'll have an eightie's movie night... labyrinth, the ewoks movies, last unicorn, all that lovely stuff. i'm so nostalgic it isn't even funny. hell, i've even got some punky brewster out in the living room!

let's hope i'm in a better mood tomorrow.

I'm wearing: over-sized nightie, "chicks in charge" socks
I'm listening to: hella good *no doubt*
I'm thinking: i should get to bed at a decent hour tonight... but will i?