all i want to do right now is sleep. but, instead, i force myself to the computer to write pointless entries. yes, i'm screwed up.

i was gone all day today, pretty much. i went to chemistry this morning, but after five minutes without an instructor, things got suspicious and we found out that he was sick at home. instead of feeling all sorry for him, we cheered and skipped off. aren't we compassionate people?! =o)

so, nicole, marilyn and me went shopping, all day. it was perfect. i finally got an aromatherapy oil diffuser, with stress relief oil. i got some orange spirit aromatherapy bath/massage oil. i got some tea lights for my diffuser (with butterflies on them of course), i got a butterfly-ish candle lamp kida thing, i got yet more pens (i'd never take the time to count the ones i have). i got a wind chime for a friend's daughter, and i treated myself out to supper. AND i bought a lottery ticket cause i felt lucky. but i didn't win. i think i spent close to $50 actually, which brings me to a lump sum of about $20 in savings. yay for me and my impulse buying.

we spent all day looking around, and having fun. then we went to nicole's place and turned into kids. i went on their trampoline (first time in my life), but marilyn was afraid she'd break it. chicken. we played playstation. or at least i tried, it was another very first attempt. i didn't think crash bandicoot was so great. they made it out to be so big on all those old commercials.

we watched dawson's creek and talked about the old days, which pretty much left us ignoring the show. it was boring anyway. by the time it was 10:30, i figured i should come home and get some studying done. instead, i cleaned up some more (i spent 5 hours cleaning non-stop yesterday) and then decided to come online. i don't know where all this energy's coming from!

i just realized, that college is going to be completely over in about four weeks. less than a month. it's scary! so, the pressure's on for a job. and i want to hear from my universities. i'm getting kinda antsy about that whole thing. i don't even want to think about it! i only applied to two, so hopefully they'll both accept me and i'll have a choice. but if not, oh well. life goes on.

i saw one of my ex-boyfriends today. it was weird seeing him, cause he goes to university in a different province, but comes back here on breaks. and sometimes i wonder why we even went out in the first place. we were better friends than anything else. and now we have nothing. relationships suck.

blah. time to try and get some sleep.

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